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an album about my journey with self destruction from august to november of last year and the situation of when someone unhealthily and obsessively resonates with you and ur art and forces u become hyper aware of urself and all ur self destructive patterns..
(because sometimes, u think you’ve done something wrong to that person that wants to relate to u just by being who u are)
and how when u try to unhealthily perfect urself to avoid it happening again, u realize ur fucked either route u go becoming a successful artist because like-minded people are often lonely and crave relatability.
and when lonely people unhealthily obsess over an artist, for the artist, it sometimes causes a feeling of isolation that comes with only a few people (usually other semi-accomplished artists) understanding what the artist going through, while desperately still trying to artistically relate to people who would never understand because thats how we make money and live.
which in turn, leaves you feeling just as lonely as the people who got u there.